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I have such negativity in my soul, such as endless black hole that each good thought, each stroke of white light has to be repeated and multiplied a thousand fold. Otherwise, it is like disappearing ink. I must be vigilant offering God a place in my life, actively acknowledging gratitude for the seemingly smallest things, such as a puppy\u2019s wet nose or I will swirl into my endless pit of darkness. I want the world to be a better place for my having been here, then I\u2019ll be successful. This is my life\u2019s work.<\/em><\/p>\n

I take Pamela\u2019s hand down from over her eyes. I touch Pamela\u2019s face once more, so we can both face toward the sun and revel in its warmth.<\/em><\/p>\n

And just breathe.<\/em><\/p>\n

And just breathe . . .<\/em><\/p>\n

And just breathe . . .<\/em><\/p>\n

And just breathe . . .<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I have such negativity in my soul, such as endless black hole that each good thought, each stroke of white light has to be repeated and multiplied a thousand fold. Otherwise, it is like disappearing ink. I must… Read More<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"parent":0,"menu_order":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","template":"template-full.php","meta":{"footnotes":"","_members_access_role":[],"_members_access_error":""},"class_list":["post-13","page","type-page","status-publish","hentry"],"aioseo_notices":[],"aioseo_head":"\n\t\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t